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I want to fly away

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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Woohoo!

I know this is kind of belated, and actually thinking about it i'm not sure if i've already said, and thinking about it again i'm not sure if i'm supposed to tell everyone, but not that it'll matter so much on here and thinking about it even more still, it has to be some of the best news i've heard in YEARS so i'm going to say it anyway:


I'm goin to be an UNCLE!!!! X D


That always makes me happy, i'm so pleased for them, so there's like another mini-marshall on the way, i'm not going to be the youngest in the clan anymore!

Aaahh, sorry, i was feeling all sad and annoyed at stuff, thats the kind of thing that cheers you up doesn't it?

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Hi there.

Hello everyone, and hello Dot, no need to worry i'm still here (just)

Have you ever seen the part in "waynes world" when wayne and garth find their friend on the bench who's about to hurl and garth gives him that paper cup to puke in?

"if you're gonna spew, spew into this...."?

well, obviously no one had a paper cup last night. For some reason at about 2 this morning i was woken up by voices just outside my room, seemed odd coz i'm the only one in my corridor, i just ignored it thinking the guy in the room next door may have come back (but he hasn't)

I woke up to find that whoever was outside had decided to use my bathroom, for i dread to think what, but there were empty durex packets on the floor and worse the bath had a puddle of chunder in it, complete with carrot pieces. Well no shower this morning then, good job i didn't need to wash my hair. Its always the same with me, WHY?!

Anyway, i got back from my lecture thinking that i'd have to clean it up but the very very very nice cleaning ladies managed to do it for me.

Anyway, ifi was unsure i'm pretty certain now that i'm going to go away next year, not sure where, right now i don't care but all this uni stuff should have waited so i'm gonna have a break, go do some proper work.

Anyway there you go, i guess thats all i'vce had to talk about since thats all thats happenend around here lately. Oh well.

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Driving test #4.....

A most incredible, yet not surprising, FAILURE!

This is just getting stupid, Though I guess i'm doing my part for the environment.




The establishment Sucks.

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

I've once again reverted to not liking it here

Well that just about says it all i guess. at my current rate of academic backsliding i'll be a college dropout before you know it. Essays aren't getting done, reading isn't getting done, presentations aren't getting done, and the reason why? Coz i can't! It seems a physical impossibility for me to do anything here. The only thing i've managed to succeed in is having some rather successful jam sessions with many differnt people, and make a name for myself as being the guitar man who sings in the chapel at 2 in the morning. Other than that, my time here is becomeing an increasing waste of it. Why did i come here?!?!?!?!? I didn't want to, i always said that i wasn't going to, it doesn't really fit into any of my longterm life "goals" so what on earth was i thinking?! I'm not academic, i don't want to read books, then write essays on what other people think, its not me, its not going to get me where i want to go so AARRGGHH!!!
All my writing time is now spent writing either songs or stories, none of which will get me a degree, but its all i can do, its one of the few things i can focus on. It lets me get all this stuff i have in my head, my little fantasy world that i want to run away into but everyone tells me it doesn't exist, well it has to i'm sure. It must, otherwise where does all my thinking come from? Am i crazy or something? I don't know, but when reading this back again i sound like i am so i'm going to stop now. I don't know what to do but anyway.

"...So take me away, to a world where the air is clear, take me away where the stars shine bright, take me away where the clouds have a silver lining and castles in the sky, for you and I" "...run wild, run free break these chains that are holding me, run child, run free... where white horses run... don't you ever stop, run wild, run free"