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Thursday, September 15, 2005

aaahh memories .......

Well, where to begin?! this may be my last post for about a week or two so i thought i'd go all nostalgic on y'all, two years, the end of an era!!!!! oh man, i better hurry this up, coz (at the risk of sounding like a nonce) i think i might cry!!!! :'''(
These last two years, have been, TRULY excellent, i soo mean it. Most of you've heard me say how i used to be, little old me, quiet, shy, nobody wanted to know me, i didn't blame them, good for nothing waste of space. But then i met you guys, and honestly, you've changed me, so much, for the better. When i wanted to go to north, almost every person who i told laughed at me, saying it was a crap school and i'd be stupid to go there, but now i know why i did. You've been a Major influence in my life, you gave me the kick up the backside i needed and showed me what i was capable of. Who cares that in moving schools my grades suffered heavy losses (they used to be A's and A*'s!!!!) but that means nothing to me, compared to knowing that every day when i went to school there were at least three pretty ladies waiting to walk with me :-)!!(even if i was late!!!!!), some great people who'd always be happy to see me, a group of people that actually wanted to talk to me, some excellent friends who i could confide in and just be myself with. I'd never had that before, but i know, that as long as we remember eachother, i'll always have it.
I can't say thank you enough, just some random first memories of some of you, Gaz, well the whole larynx thing freaked me a little, but the hair, WOW!!!! i thought you were so cool. George, i remeber you apologising to me in advance for offending me and what i believe, on the first day, but as of yet i still don't think you have so it was completely unneccesary! oh and the rather long discussions, they were fun were'nt they?! i rememebr one where some upper sixth sociology students tried to join in. i guess we both learnt a lot then, well i know i did! Steffie, well i'd met you a little before, sorry my eyes seemed to have lost their sparkle, i think that was one of the first comments i rememeber from you! Dot, i'd seen you before couple of times too, but (correct me if i'm wrong) but do i remember wrestling laurie's water bottle off you in the sixth form centre some time in the first few days? strange i know, maybe not. hmmmm.
Charlene i remember biology homework that i didn't have a clue about, but just making up partially useful answers that i guessed, but more horrifying was the glitter spray, gaz that was you as well, and possibly james too, there were a couple of you holding me down in the corridor but i couldn't see, blinded by multicoloured,aerosol propelled shards of, stuff. Suzie, well hiding under the table, yes well, ~ahem!~ but also the first conversation we ever had at length, late at night, wandering in a field, in the dark, and the not so in depth chat we had on the way to school one morning, i think i said "hello" and thats about it!
jenny, i remember a happy smily, bouncy little thing on signing on day, who never seemed not to smile! Marni, (who didn't remember me from 1st school!!!!!!! Grrr!) hadn't changed much though, just more philosophical.
Laurie, well, she's laurie known her for years!!!! but she made sure you all spoke to me, thank you!!!!! and robyn, well i knew she was clever, but sitting next to her in physics, that was SCARILY clever. i'd be just starting a question as she'd finish the last one in a set of 10, moved on to the extension and wrote a theses on how to create energy from antimatter! but one fond memory still remains, the time when SHE asked ME to explain something to her that she didn't understand, but i did, SCORE!!!!
oh and rachel, (t'other one!!!!) very scary how she would meticulously plan more and more hideous ways of how to destroy the year nine and take over the world, i still have that history textbook, "How to create your own facist police state in just 10 ealy steps..." but what was weirder was how nice she was otherwise, but that sheep keyring thing, well, the less said the better!
And talking of rachels's, my rachel said how great you have all been to her too. She thinks you are excellent people, all the times you've talked to her, smiled at her, sometimes she's said you've been better friends to her than some of her other ones. she really apprecieates everyting, however small. and so do i.
You Guys, and Gals, have been the most excellent friends. Thank you, so much. Never forget me,
i love you all.
And never forget this: Jesus Loves You. You are all so special, and to God; You're perfect.
God bless. <><

Proverbs 18:24 (GNB)
Numbers 6:24-26

3 Comments:

Blogger Mariasha said...

Aww :(

6:25 pm  
Blogger Adri said...

Wrestling a water bottle? Hmm, strange. Dunno, doesn't really sound like me but then again it might've been.
Think my earliest memory of you is when you were sitting quietly at the table during break, listening to music, and explaining to me how great Petra are. Or something like that. :P
Hope ya have fun starting at uni though. *hugs*

6:33 pm  
Blogger Georgina said...

Dammit you made me cry! >_<

8:30 pm  

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