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Monday, March 07, 2005

IT WORKS!!!!!!!

i haven't been able to post here for ages!!! WOOO look at me i'm posting!! yay! so apologies to all you who have been here and have seen that i haven't done anyting for the best part of a month now (not that you really care anyway!) soooooooo what to talk about? i dunno, well i could say something about all my annoyances at the moment, but i'm not going to, i'm just going to deal with them, instead i guess i'll say something on a comment Suzie posted on here, i assume following a conversation on messenger we had. but anyway "...dreams don't come true" well what do you think? obviously not dreams like those freaky things that you get at night, i'm glad that those don't come true sometimes, especially those ones a certain person had about Marni "AARGH!" ~shivers down spine~ just NO! but anyway i think dreams do come true, sure they don't always, and yea alot of the time life feels like a piece of something small brown and smelly, but not ALWAYS and not for everyone. i could spout out a load of "feel good" saying and things will turn out ok in the end, but i also live in the same world as everyone else and i know that it can get real rough, but a valley is always followed by a mountain top. just take this one instance, it was almost 15 years ago now but anyway, my mother contracted bacterial menigitis, and for anyone who doesn't know that is a rather nasty thing to have, in fact sometimes is fatal, but she managed to pull through (valley) but then if that time wasn't bad enough she got kidney failure and both of her kidneys packed up , the same disease her father died of, hhmmm well what a personal inconvenience! (an even darker valley) and then for seven/ eight years she had to dialyse 3 times a day (google it: Continuous Ambulatory Peritaneale Dialysis, i think thats how its spelt) but anyhoo that was not alot of fun for her or our family, it was rather hard 3 kids at school (primary, GCSE, and Alevel) and a dad who's job involved commuting to London everyday in a car (from here, and thats no picknick) and a mom who can't work and has to do that 3 times a day, the whole tube thing and everything its just not nice! but anyway it really sucked, and i bet my mom would not have asked for that would she? given the choice "hello what would you like today miss, a clean bill of health or a debilitating disease and a pretty serious case of it?" hhmmm, tough one! but anyway the story moves on and so did life, for eight years! but then what happened, well take a guess! you could say it was co-incidence but i say it was a dream come true but whatever you think after all that time, it took the faith of young boy to pray at his friday evening youth group; "please God can you make my mommy well and give her a new kidney" and two days later we got the phone call and mom had to be rushed to hospital the same day because they got a kidney to transplant, an exact match! and now everything is great there was no rejection and everything is working excellently. sure it was painful getting there and not everything was a bed of roses but it happened. and it can happen, it took ages! but thats what perfect timing is about, it comes just at the right time, not necessarily when you want it. but anyway, thats just one of my stories of a real dream come true, we all wanted it real bad, and we got the answer because of it. so do you still want to go to Nepal?
psalm 37:4-5

5 Comments:

Blogger Mariasha said...

Finally he posts, after weeks of checking your blog i nearly died from shock!!

I thought you and Marni made a cute couple but i guess you had to be in the dream.. Oh wait, you were xD

Nice story, sad, then sadder, then depressingly so, but it had a happy ending so it isnt so bad :D

Yes i still want to go, but despite your heart warming tale, i still dont think that dreams come true.

Sorry.

9:28 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

you wanna know what i think? a dream is a desire, somethink you want, and if you don't have them where does your life aim to go? life must be more than living the "day to day", people need better things to aspire to. and your dreams are just that, they say so much about you, they make up part of what you are. even if they don't always come true a dream is still something to aspire to, something to hope for, and what is life without hope? empty. wouldn't you rather have hope, don't you need hope to live a full life? don't you want a full life? something more than what we have if we have no hope?
a hope for the future and an assurance that the past is behind, a new start can offer hope and only God can give you that, fully.
LIVE YOUR DREAMS!!!!

4:55 pm  
Blogger Mariasha said...

'He that lives in hope danceth without music.'

7:41 am  
Blogger Freak said...

and what's wrong with dancing?! i don't know who that was but hope is a beautiful thing, and if it does allow you to dance, even when life has no music, (joyous or otherwise) isn't it also very important to have?

9:52 am  
Blogger Georgina said...

Nepal? :o

5:20 pm  

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