long time no see

Hello,

Its been ages!!! tonnes of reasons why, mostly my screwy inernet connection, plus some blogger maintainance and other stuff, but here I am!
I'm not in a very bloggy mod right now but I kindof feel like I should pay some attention to it, it seems a little left out.

Well what an adventure, I'm skipping town and it feels so odd! Its taken me ages to decide and a lot of deliberation. I got a bit worried lately about going and having second thoughts and stuff but basically well, I'm going now, no turning back either coz' all y bridges at newman are thoroughly burnt!

I said goodbye on friday, its amazing the ammount of friends I never knew I had! all these people telling me they'll miss me and that I was such a good friend, you know all last week I was out every night eating with people, going for walks having jam sessions , just having a pretty cool time, I should have toldthem I was leaving at the start of the year! I was at the bar on friday night will i closed at 2am, then went out on the "balcony" (scaffolding where they'e putting in new windows, I wknow we shouldn't but its very cool and you can climb right out on to it from the windows in A block) and watched the morning come in till I eventually crashed at 4 in the morning. It was a great night, I even let my hair down (literally) and did a little headbanging to bon jovi, they were rather impressed with my air guitar solo.

But now its all over, I cansee now that although it was fun for a bit i don't think i would have lasted there. It wasn't a wrong decision, I think its served its purpose being at Newman but now its time to move on. Its been fun (kinda') an experience to say the least now hopefully I've got a new beginning ahead of me. I wonder what I'll be writing here after my first year at york, well lets wait and see, I hope it'll be good, I hope its the right thing to do!

Well for someone who isn't really in a blogging mood I'vesaid quite enough I think. this is Matthew Marshall signing off for the evening.

God bless <><