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I want to fly away

this is my little corner of that huge technological innovation they call the internet, if you take a moment to pass the time and see, maybe you'll get to know me better, if you know me at all. <><

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Never Perfect. But Perfectly Forgiven.

Monday, January 31, 2005

guess what!?

Drunk #1:"...i dont know, what do you think?"
Drunk #2:"i don't know, what do you think?"
Drunk #1:"i dont know, what do you think?"
Drunk #2:"i have no idea"
Drunk #1"well...what d' you think?"

ladida

i guess i can say what i want now because nobody is reading this again, well i wouldn't blame you, this is just a load of song lyrics and and stuff that i like so how about i do something a bit different, i have an idea, somebody ask me a question, anything at all (providing its not too personal!!!) and i'll try and answer it as best as i can, how about that?

hhmmm I'm gonna regret this aren't i!?

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

hhhmmmm

I'm doing it again, i just stumbled across this song and i remeber when i first heard it, its one of those ones (that if you understand or can relate to it) can really make you think, well i hope it does, and any explaination i can happily do for you if you want!

It's my cross
Where your heart has bled
As my pride
Crowned your lovely head
So take my wrongs

And set a sinner free
Let these tears
Be the Jordan for me

It's your face that I just wanna see
When I'm hanging here and cannot breathe
You have saved the thief inside of me
Giving me a reason to believe
When I am broken

Remember me
I hope you don't mind
Up on my crossI'll be easy to find

It's your face that I just wanna see
When I'm hanging here and cannot breathe
You have saved the thief inside of me
Giving me a reason to believe
When I am broken

When I'm weak, then I'm strong
Blessed are the pure and heart
They will surely find their God
Blessed are the pure, pure in heart

It's your face that I just wanna see
When I'm hanging here and cannot breathe
You have saved the thief inside of me
Giving me a reason to believe
When I am broken

Shine

Another infringement of copyright but i guess Pete won't mind too much, if he does, well he's got my e-mail address so anyway, here are some more song lyrics from one of my all time favourites:

Who took the blue out of your sky
Who stole the sun from your eyes
Who threw you into confusion
and made youListen to those lies
Sometimes the day

Seems like the night
Don't let the shadowsCover the light

You've got to shine - always let the flame burn so high
'Cause when you shine - you set the world on fire

Freedom is what you were made for
Don't waste another new day
You are a miracle of nature
Don't let 'em take your light away
All of the starsIn the universe
Just don't compare to you
(when you)

You've got to shine - always let the flame burn so high
'Cause when you shine - you set the world on fire

Maybe its just me being sentimental, or simply just plain weird, but i think everybody has this kind of potential, you just have to let it out. hey Maybe i'm right.

Thursday, January 20, 2005

TO ALL YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE

ok, well i knew as soon as i published this jamie post most other people will want one, so here it is. first to AJ, if you ever come back! i hope you're still (in)sane, and just so you know i don't have a weird british accent, well not quite like all those sterotypical English toffs. "tally ho and away we go, what what!" "jolly hockeysticks and all that!" i'm just me, i talk like me and anyway, that really doesn't make any difference!
Emil, you're from sweden, (you are from sweden aren't you!?) all i know and can say about you is that george is obsessed with you, she has to tell us all the weird stuff you do on your webcam and quite frankly I DIDN'T WANT TO KNOW!!!! but still, i suppose you're a nice guy, or she seems to think so at least!
Steffie, well here's one for you, uumm yes well, i guess when you read this you'll have already done the biolgy presentation so thanks for doing that! what else do you want me to say, this is you're corner of the post!
Hello Adri! what's all this about Marni! Emil got rid of his post! and i do like you (admittedly i don't know you terribly well but still. and to prove to ~hugs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~
And Suzie well you can have another corner! there so what do you want me to say about you? you see i already know you all and That jamie person was the first to post on here who i didn't, but he hasn't been back! and after all the effort i went through to make that post and what's the thanks i get!?!?!? ~not impressed~
And as for you, you weird stalker person, you ever come near my house again and i'll set my donkey on you!!!!!!

wanderings of a tired mind

I found a postcard today, it had a girl's eyes on it and the caption read Look into the eyes of a jaded world. why is the world so full of, sadness, depression anger and hate? i was looking through these blog things with that next button thingy and why was nobody happy? there was the complaints, the boredom, people who have lost, people who are lonely and need a release, but why? what's so bad, why do we need to feel like this? doesn't our life hold more than just these temporary annoyances? are we just a smear on the face of this once beautiful planet? i don't think so, but everyone else act as if we are! like they're going nowhere, like the mind is trapped in a mortal shell but when will it all end? when will people see? When will the world experience a real Joy, a freedom of expression and emotion without all the hurt and the pain that WE CAUSE OURSELVES! is it just me or do we all have something we want to say, desires we just need to express that are more than simple. what is your purpose on this earth and what are you doing to fulfill it? i don't know, why can't things be simple, well i suppose they can, its us who complicates them. oh man i'm down! i feel like hitting something really hrad, but the only thing around is the wall nd i think i'll get the worse end of the deal, or maybe the computer, but no, that'll just hurt too. maybe i just need a hug. yea that must be it. Thats it! i got it ! the world just needs a big huge hug and the knowledge that someone cares. and i know who it is. do you?

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

JAMIE MCMORRIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello whoever you are but you are the forst person who i don't actually know and have never met before to comment on my blog. so here it is a whole post dedicated all to you!!!!!!! so how'd you find me? what made you actually want to read any more of the site!? and when are you coming back?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?! tell more people tell them all come and see me and i may just make a special post all for them!

Monday, January 10, 2005

i like this too

well we've had a poem, and a song so how about a story now, i'm probably enfringing, infringing, (what's the difference) on every copyright law available by posting all this stuff without the author's permission, but i guess they wont mind, well i hope they don't, but anyway!!!!!!! here it goes....


One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with Jesus.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to Jesus
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the verylowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he questioned the Jesus about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way.But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life,there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me.Jesus replied:
"My son, my precious child,I love you and I would never leave you.During your times of trial and suffering,when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."


Thursday, January 06, 2005

hello again

song lyrics this time; i like these; i didn't write them, but i wish i did! very cool, inspiring, and well anyway, i'll get on with it.

As a child, you used to dream
there wasn't anything that you couldn't do.
Learn to fly on paper wings,
but somebody told you dreams don't come true.
Some settle for a lie, and fake it
and try to keep their hearts from breakin',
But you defy the odds and make it worth the going through.

Chorus:
Oh, inside of you there's a heart full of dreams,
like the gold in a stream to be uncovered.
Inside of you lies a soul made to shine.
Yes, a child meant to fly and discover
all the wonders God can do are inside of you.

Everyday, you face the fear
with a measure of faith that you need.
And even now, all heaven cheers
for the miracle you're destined to be.
True bravery is bought with sorrow.
Life is but a gift we borrow.
And all the promise of tomorrow waits to be revealed.

Chorus:
Oh, inside of you there's a heart full of dreams,
like the gold in a stream to be uncovered.
Inside of you lies a soul made to shine.
Yes, a child meant to fly and discover
all the wonders God can do are inside of you.

Where dreams can still come true.
All the wonders God can do
inside of you.


ok, so you probably don't agree with me, maybe you do i don't know but i think its cool.





hey hey!

PEOPLE ARE READING THIS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! boy you must be sad! or is it me who is more weird for writing it? : / (i like that face) : / : / : / ANYWAY, moving swiftly on....... aaaah, another day at school, and it kinda sucks, i have nothing to do but write on here, oh what fun! i was just thinking, and i have nothing to think about except for my girlfriend, and she's wonderful, nothing new there, i think of her all the time, but she doesn't listen to me when i try and tell her. She is just the most amazing girl on the face of the planet, she really is. She is just a picture of beauty, "gorgeous" personified, she has the most lovely personality, but she doesn't think much of herself and i don't know why when she has soooooo much going fo her. but even so i Love her to pieces and i'm sure you're all tired of hearing me talk about her but she's just so amazing i think of her all the time and have to get it out of my head some way, even tough i do try to tell her everytime i see her. now i bet some of you are reaching for the puke bucket right about now, but i don't care she's my girl and i don't care who knows how i feel about her!!!!!!!! : )

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Oh come on!!!

Look, is there anybody out there who is looking at this because if you are, comment or something, please!!!!! i have a grand total of one, one person visiting by blog, i bet www.theworldwidefundforfungus.com gets better than this! i wouldn't click on that if i were you.
so what shall i write today, another poem, another inspiring quote? how about this one, one for all my friends;

"A man of many companions may come to ruin, but a true friend, will stick closer than a brother"

no prizes for guessing where that came from